Under Construction

Hi All!!!

Thanks for reading this blog. This blog is going to be under construction for some time. New things are happening in my life. I know it has been a loooong time since I wrote into this blog but it has been 7 years now that I have been in my affliction and a new beginning has started.

Though I was rejected and forgotten by "church folk" and even though it seemed as though God even forgot about me, I learned that He never did and was always on my side standing as my protection. I had to go through to understand what many even thousands of you suffer everyday - being hurt but the "church."

There is more at work behind the scenes of "church folk" hurting you. There are other forces at work trying to stop you from getting the revelations of God and Jesus, Who They are to you. In my affliction I didn't come to know the Love of God and Christ through the "church" but through one person.

In my affliction what I was taught about God and Jesus and even reading the Bible didn't help in my deepest pain. I'm not saying that Bible teaching isn't great, but there is a point in your life that you know all the Scriptures but you are so far down in hell with a dead heart that one cannot receive the things taught on Sunday.

Two people ruined my life and took church out of my life by their malicious intents. How then did I survive without "church"? When I had lost everything and everyone, the person I was called to save and bring to Christ in turn saved me through love and being a good Samaritan.

I am by no means perfect and I had to learn that even though I have been a Christian all my life for 37 years know, that even a Christian can fall and break so hard that all that is left is to scream for Christ, redemption, forgiveness, peace, rest, and freedom so hard that your physical body bleeds.

During and even after the construction of this blog, if you need help or an ear to listen your can write me at iknowthyself8@yahoo.com. Please allow some time for me to get back to you all emails are precious to me.

Sneak Peak: This blog is under construction because God has been telling me to revamp it for years to better serve you and since I have ended my 7 year affliction there is a book in the mix. It is a journal that is over 1000 pages of what I endured, how I failed, hurt, cried, lost, suffered, still believed in God and Jesus, and how I survived to tell you that you can make it out of your darkest of hells. People may have forgotten you but God, from the beginning of time to the end, will never forget about you.
I learned from my affliction that world changers suffer the hardest because the suffering is not for them - it is for God to save thousands of lives or make this world a better place through what the world changer has learned in their affliction. Are you a world changer? I surely in my heart believe that you are :o)